Hi everyone .
Just had a great weekend with family coming to see us and going out for a meal and drinks . They all couldnt beleive how much better i looked from a month ago .I think that this weekend was the first time i felt anything near normal after the initial flaring and ceasing steroids. Its quite hard to remember what normal feels like but i think i caught a glimpse over the last few days .Dont get me wrong here , i still itch and there are certain problem areas that are still no were near healed but this weekend was the first time my face and neck felt ok and looked ok .There is deffinate progress in skin quality and i can even say that my skin feels as though it is thickening ,were before it was like rice paper. i feel like im in a stabilising period and that my skin has reached a point that it is relaxing , if thats the word ?
The initial flaring seems to have ceased and now im finding life a little more normal again .I have never stopped going out through this but it has been so painfull and uncomftable that i was close to locking myself away from everything . Now though i think that i am through the first stage and ready to go forward with the withdrawel .
IF i could have a conversation with my skin i think it would say ," wow , what the hell went on there ?" ... that was horendous but im glad we did it ...now lets keep going so i can heal some more ...stay cool and we'l get there in the end but for now im gonna have a rest " .
sounds a bit nutty talking about my skin talking to me but thats the only way i can explain how it feels .
ONWARD AND UPWARD .
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