Woke up in the night again feeling as if i was sweating round my neck and face . its not sweat though ,its the ooze . felt my face beggining to tingle last night . suppose it could be down to the very cold weather . woke up this morning and my face is redder around the cheeks than it has been for a few days . fells like a flare could be starting . interstingly though it feels different to how its felt in the past . more of a tender feeling than it being swolen and itchy . it does itch a bit but not as bad as ive experienced at the begging . feels like my cheeks are more damp than normal so it could be that its a reaction to the cold weather . its bearable though for now and i just hope it doesnt break out like it has before . had itchy eyes yesterday as well and that does scare me a bit due to the fact that i had badly swolen eyes all through last year and its very uncomftable . its the only thing that does floor me .
a thing i have had with my eyes is a kind of goo or stringy discharge . not copious amounts but enough to irritate the hell out of me . the eyes start to itch in the corners then a small ball of the stuff appears . i clear it but it sticks to your finger and seems to turn into a string as i pull it away . gross i know but its happening .
hoping that this redness clears as the day goes on .no work today due to the weather so im going to take a walk into town with the wife . maybe go for a coffee and look round the shops .
ive decided to leave going to the doctors for now , dont see the point of going whilst my face is red like this . i want him to see me on a good day because i want him to see how improved my skin is even though im in withdrawell . he used to me being in a state so if i saw him now he would just think its the excema playing up again . fustrating i know .
tat ta for now .
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